urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:ennui_and_me samsquatch samsquatch 2006-07-28T17:03:19Z urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:ennui_and_me:3123 2006-07-28T17:03:19Z 2006-07-28T17:03:19Z i finally came clean to andrew about stealing a pre-cal book from school so i could do math problems when i have headaches to focus my head. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:ennui_and_me:2956 2006-01-14T18:27:46Z 2006-01-14T18:27:46Z where's my magic lasso?<br />the one 2,000 feet long... urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:ennui_and_me:2617 2005-10-28T13:41:19Z 2005-10-28T13:41:19Z i wonder if he knows how hopeful he makes me. or how good it feels to love him and know he loves me. does he understand how he makes the world a beautiful place for me? or how much every little word and touch means to me?<br />the best, the most of everything.<br />and he might be here in a couple of weeks. how could i complain about anything? urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:ennui_and_me:2326 2005-10-26T13:42:28Z 2005-10-26T13:42:28Z its gotten to the point where i am c o m p l e t e l y consumed by life. i feel like a wind-up doll. even when i fall of of the edge, i keep moving. i can't wait until the buzzing stops and i can slow down for a bit. my body is tired, my head is tired. i would really just love to curl up with some curls and sleep. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:ennui_and_me:2255 2005-10-24T13:20:00Z 2005-10-24T13:20:00Z <img src="http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v432/nazipromqueen/savecorey.jpg" alt="Image hosted by Photobucket.com"><br /><br /><br />anything at all. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:ennui_and_me:2020 2005-10-18T19:33:34Z 2005-10-18T19:33:34Z i really need to pee but i dont want to get up. <br /><br />i might get a job at linens and things. i had to take a 66 question test, and i guessed i passed alright because they want me to come back for an interview tomorrow at 5:30.<br /><br />ew. imagine all those bed skirts. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:ennui_and_me:1663 2005-10-12T15:37:07Z 2005-10-12T15:37:07Z andrew tagged me, so here i go:<br /><br />1. stephanie and laura are asleep in my bed behind me<br />2. last night i went to fascinations and bought penis balloons<br />3. i watched 20 episodes of the facts of life since break started<br />4. i'm having a party on saturday<br />5. my fingernails are pink<br />6. i sprained my elbow roller skating in my living room<br />7. but i wish i had broken it because casts are cute<br />8. i can't get ahold of my lame boyfriend<br />9. but i love him anyways<br />10. my best friend is in europe<br />11. strap-ons are EXPENSIVE<br />12. buffalo exchange gave me $40 for clothes yesterday<br />13. my dog just got shaved and now shes FAT<br />14. terra makes me pee in my pants<br />15. i want a jacket with fur<br />16. my hair straightener is in massachusettes<br />17. my nose is still infected<br />18. WEINERS<br />19. when i was little i taped my nose to my forehead while i slept and now there's a permanent crease<br />20. i quit denny's<br /><br /><font size="7"> OKAY! i tag sora, laura, and gus.</font> urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:ennui_and_me:1096 2005-09-14T13:38:04Z 2005-09-14T13:38:04Z im listening to tony orlando at 6:28 in the morning.<br />i had a rather good night yesterday, i mean, it made me feel good.<br />i heard my mom call my dad a pussy and terra said she might be coming home in two months...<br />!!!<br />one thing i realized though is that i think i like girls more than i like boys. not like "like-like" but just like, you know? <br />guys are more like girls these days anyway.<br />girls like to talk shit on other people, while boys like to talk shit about each other. <br />and we all know how much i like to talk shit about other people. <br /><br />i don't know.<br />just an observation.<br /><br />another observation: i have about 30 bug bites. <br /><br />last night someone i admire said that they love my life.<br />and it made me feel great.<br /><br />oh, and godbless overweight pretentious bitches for being overweight and pretentious. godbless the whole lot of them. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:ennui_and_me:841 2005-09-12T14:24:59Z 2005-09-12T14:24:59Z terra came down this weekend and we had fun being dumb and hanging out. <br />she's going to europe for two months and i hope she doesn't end up falling into some prostitution ring in order to get by.<br />who would have thought that spitting water was so fun?<br />we ate dinner with chicago, and he's a pretty nice guy. he told me i look like a rockstar and said that i talk about corey as if we're married. it's crazy how people treat him, we went to the grill and he ordered ham and rye and eggs, but the lady didn't bring the ham or rye. i guess she didn't think he was good for it. then we went to his station wagon with two flat tires. <br />life is funny sometimes. <br />i'm jealous.<br />i want to do something extrraordinary.<br />any ideas?<br />i didn't think so, i'm dry as well. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:ennui_and_me:718 2005-09-08T00:55:24Z 2005-09-08T00:55:24Z <img src="http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v432/nazipromqueen/PICT2627.jpg" alt="Image hosted by Photobucket.com"><br /><br />this is corey.<br />i like this picture because he looks like a daddy to me.<br /><br /><br /><br /><br />:)<br />i can't wait. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:ennui_and_me:424 2005-09-07T02:31:04Z 2005-09-07T02:37:27Z i miss my boyfriend's shoulders.<br />is that weird? i dont know, he has great arms.